Re: To Whom It May Concern

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:08 pm

I nodded. "Pretty bad. I could barely recognize his voice." I sighed. It seemed that his God heard my prayer. He was alive... and pretty okay. Well, he'd at least make it.

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:09 pm

I frowned, "They showed his car. It's completely totaled. I don't think you want to see that." If the car looked that bad I couldn't imagine how Matt must have looked.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:15 pm

I shook my head a bit. "Probably not. I think I might flip out..." I kept glancing back down the hall. I couldn't help it... I really wanted to be with him.

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:17 pm

I rubbed her back a little, "Are you hungry? Is there anything I can do to help take your mind off of it for a bit?"

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:24 pm

I shook my head again. "To be honest with you, I don't think anything can take my mind off it until he's out of here... thanks though." I smiled kindly to her. "I might just go home... unless there's anything you need me to do for that recording?"

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:28 pm

"Nope, you can go home. I'll drive you since I brought you here." I smiled warmly at her but I could tell she was tired. This whole thing had even made me tired.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:30 pm

"Thanks... and thanks for bringing me..." I probably would have blacked out from worry if she hadn't.

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:39 pm

-Later That Night-

I was half asleep but not enough to really knock me out. I was tired in a few different ways and the pain killers weren't doing a thing for me. I'd never felt so frustrated in my entire life.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:53 pm

I set down my cup of coffee and looked over at my phone. I had told Matt to call me if he couldn't sleep... but who was I kidding? He wasn't going to call me.

I stood up and paced back and forth, my cat staring at me like I was a fool. "Jynx, what am I supposed to do?" I felt a weird ping in my heart. "I mean, what if he's actually asleep and I wake him up?"

"Mrowr."

"I'm not calling him! He's probably asleep. I should be asleep too."

"Mroworowrrrr."

Jynx kept glancing between me and the phone. "What? I told to I'm not-"

She got up from the couch and went to the table where my cordless phone sat. She knocked it down toward me and sat on the table. "Mrowr."

I sighed. "Fine! But if I wake him up, I'm blaming it on you, kay?"

"Mrowr."

I grabbed the phone exasperatedly and dialed a number on a piece of paper by the phone base. It started to ring.

"Mrowr!"

"Shut up! It's ringing!"

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 5:59 pm

I was about to turn on the room's TV when the phone started to ring. It didn't have caller ID so I wasn't sure who was calling me. I pressed the button and put it to my ear.

"Hello?" Why did I have to sound so dead?

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 6:03 pm

I could barely breathe. "I'm sorry! Did I wake you up? I'll let you go back to sleep now! Bye!" I quickly pressed 'END' and threw the phone on the couch, glaring at my cat. "I TOLD YOU HE WAS ASLEEP! D<"

"Mrowr!"

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 6:27 pm

Okay I wasn't going to let her get away with that. I dialed her number and listened to it ring. I had a feeling she panicked when she heard my voice.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:02 pm

"MROWR!!!" Jynx screamed and batted the phone angrily.

"Alright alright!" I picked up the phone and saw the hospital calling. "Oh man..." I pressed talk and pulled the phone to my ear. "H-Hello?"

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:04 pm

"What'd you need?" I asked as soon as I heard her voice, "You don't just call for no reason, shout something random and then hang up." I gave her a chuckle to let her know that I was okay with it though.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:06 pm

I looked in the hallway mirror to find my face extremely red. "I... uh... I couldn't sleep so I sat up bored for a while before my cat convinced me to call you... I'm sorry."

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:14 pm

I listened to her. She made me smile and that's when I knew she was something special. I knew she belonged with me.

"Rae. You don't have to be nervous with me. I'm the same guy as I was yesterday and the day before that."

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:26 pm

"Yeah... only in a little more pain and a little more beat up... are you feeling okay?" I stared in the mirror at myself. I was a much more different person since I met him. He seemed to be changing me little by little... and the funny thing is... I didn't hate it. I actually really liked it.

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:29 pm

I chuckled again, "But I'm alive and if you need me you know where to find me. How has your night been, Miss?" I ventured. I laid back against the pillows, fighting to hold back pained groans. I was still hurting.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:38 pm

"Boring."

"MROWR!"

"I swear, that cat has to understand English or something..."

"MROWR!"

"I'M SORRY!" I exclaimed at the cat who was screaming at me from a table. "Okay... so apparently I wasn't too bored because my cat is telling me I wasn't..." I trailed off. I knew I sounding like an idiot.

"I'm sorry... I'm rambling. I guess that's what happens when you live so long with only a cat to talk to."

She cut her eyes at me. "Mrrrowr..."

"A very beautiful and quite interesting cat."

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:42 pm

Her voice was like music even when she wasn't singing. I held the phone out and put it on speaker.

"Rae. I know this sounds like a horrible favor to ask of you but can you sing for me? Right now?" I asked her, my voice was feeling weak. I felt sick from the medications but I wanted to hear her sing.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:48 pm

I blinked. "R-Right now?" Now I was definitely red. I didn't even have to look in the mirror to tell.

"Umm... okay..." I cleared my throat and began to sing a song off the record. It was the one he wrote for me... he just never had the chance to hear me sing it.

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:50 pm

I listened to her. She was like an angel. And the song she was singing reminded me so much more of how much I loved her. If only I could tell her in words.

I was quiet, listening to her. I waited for her to finish and found myself speechless.

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:56 pm

I waited for him to say something but there was nothing but silence on the other end. "Um... how did I do?"

**Ikuar** Wed Mar 17, 2010 7:59 pm

It took me a moment to find words for it. "I've never heard anything like it. It's beautiful, Rae." I paused and then continued, "And so are you. I love you, Rae."

**Jayrin** Wed Mar 17, 2010 8:03 pm

I nearly dropped the phone. My face was wet. I could feel it. I was crying. But... I knew I had to say something... he wasn't exactly standing with me. "I-" A small sob came. What was this? Why was I crying so much? He... he only said he loved me. "I love you too..."

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