Re: Our Little Recap 1

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:57 pm

"Yeah!" I said as I hugged her back, I was starving though since grilled cheese crackers were not enough to quench hunger and that was all Momma Rey brought us! DX

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 4:59 pm

Elijah was walking back into the room when I jumped up and shut the door.

"KATIE!"

"Sorry! Go bother Amanda!" I glanced back to Zack. "Do you ever want to get married?"

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 5:01 pm

I gaped for a second and then sat down, "You want to talk about it now... is now a good time?" I wasn't sure what she wanted me to say exactly. "I mean... we can talk about it if you want!"

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:18 pm

"Is now not a good time?" I frowned a teeny bit. "Um, I'll just go help Mom make the table!" I opened the door to run downstairs.

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:21 pm

"No it's fine, we're alone and we can talk if you want to, we should talk!" I suddenly realized how evasive I sounded at first and really needed to correct myself.

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:27 pm

I shut the door and sighed. "I-I don't know what to talk about... it's just, you seem to close up whenever I get close to mentioning it and I'm scared that you don't want to get married..."

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:29 pm

I raised my brows a little and then laughed, flopping back on the bed with my hands over my eyes, "Oh man, Katie..." I chuckled, "You have no idea how much I want to, it's just... I want to finish school first." I pushed myself back up again and smiled at her, "I don't mean to close up... I guess I just want to be ready."

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:33 pm

"Oh... w-well that makes sense..." I rubbed my arm, looking around nervously. "So, well... okay... when you finish school... that'll be good..." I didn't know what to say. I felt pretty silly for talking like that and thinking that he didn't want to get married. "Well, um... j-just tell me when you're ready, and I'll be here!"

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:34 pm

"Trust me, you'll know when I'm ready." I winked at her but hoped that didn't come off like a perverted move. O___O;

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:38 pm

"O-Oh... okay." I smiled a little at that. "Um, okay. W-Well that's all I wanted to know, so I'll go help Mom with supper..." I stared at the door, debating on whether to open it or not.

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:40 pm

I just watched and sighed, "Katie.... we ordered pizza..." I felt kind of bad, she didn't want to talk to me and made it obvious, either forgetting that we'd ordered pizzas or maybe she really didn't want to talk to me or she felt awkward for even bringing it up.

Or maybe I hurt her. T-T

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:45 pm

"O-Oh yeah!" I laughed a little nervously. "I-I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have asked you. Everyone said I needed to talk to you about this but I don't know what to talk about and it's really freaking me out and I don't know what to do, or say and feel like I'm making this more awkward and like I'm upsetting or rushing you or something.... am I being weird, Zack?"

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:49 pm

"No... you're not being weird, it's good to talk about it because we need to know we're agreeing on wanting that in the future. Yes, I want to get married to you, no you aren't rushing me and don't ever think you are. If you have to come to me about something then come to me, I'm your boyfriend and you are allowed to talk to me about anything." I got up and kissed her, "I love you."

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:52 pm

And I cried because I was all stressed out and he's just... wonderful. "I love you too, Zacky." I mumbled, hugging him tight. "I'm sorry for being all emotional. I was just really scared."

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:53 pm

My brows furrowed in concern and I leaned over a little to try and see her face, "Scared of what though? Did you think I'd blow up at you? I know I've been quiet but that's because I'm trying not to spoil my plans." I smirked, "I have big plans."

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 8:56 pm

"I didn't want you to say you didn't want to marry me. It's a really scary feeling!!" I cried, gripping his shirt tight. "Or that you didn't want kids or s-something important like that..."

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:01 pm

"Why would I say that? If I didn't want anything like that would I have honestly kept this relationship this long? Katie, you are my world and every day means something to me it's all... a new adventure. I don't want to be with anyone else but you and if I were the kind of guy that didn't want marriage or children I wouldn't be here right now."

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:05 pm

"So... does that mean you do want children?" I looked up at him hopefully. My eyes were still filled with tears.

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:08 pm

"Yes, it does." I chuckled, "Always have and always will." I hated seeing those tears in her eyes, I brought my thumb to her cheek and began to wipe them away gently.

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:11 pm

I smiled a little. "H-How many?" I asked softly.

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:13 pm

I looked away for a second and bit my lip, mumbling for a second, "I don't know, how ever many decide to grace us with their presence I guess?" I shrugged, "And none shall be an accident either, I don't want any of our children hearing anything like that." I had always been called an accident. T-T

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:15 pm

"No! They will all be definitely on purpose, loved and everything!" I exclaimed. "No mistakes or accidents!"

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:17 pm

"Definitely." I tucked a hair behind her ear, "Very much on purpose, we'll talk about everything before we do anything, okay?" I grinned. "And I just mean things that involve the both of us..." I didn't want to come of like I'd be controlling! D:

**Jayrin** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:21 pm

I hugged him. "Okay, that's fine!" I hugged him tighter. He'd made me feel so much better!

**Ikuar** Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:23 pm

"Good, now let's go get some of that pizza, I smell it! And we should bring some up for Amanda, I think she's up here." I frowned suddenly at the thought of Amanda. T-T

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