Re: Our Little Recap 1

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:33 pm

Always such sweet kisses... my heart pounded for a moment as I experienced bliss. Taking it slow and easy, no rushing... in high school, rushing isn't allowed.

It creates awkward situations.

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:36 pm

"Are you feeling okay?" I asked softly. "Any better at all? Or do I need to rub your back?"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:38 pm

No conversation changing this time, I had to remind myself.

"I guess it's okay... it feels like someone is stabbing me and then leaving it so that it just throbs a lot... then it radiates into my legs and hips..." I explained, I hadn't told him about it in that much detail. Before it was more like 'my back hurts' and that was it.

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:42 pm

"Oh man... that's awful!" I frowned. "I'm glad you're getting it checked on tomorrow! Maybe they can help you!" I ran my fingers through her hair. "Want a massage, or is it too hard to roll over?"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:43 pm

"No massage please... it's a bit sensitive to the touch so I don't really want to take any chances..." I hated that I had to say no, I just didn't want him to see me cry. T-T

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:45 pm

"I see, it's okay, Love. That's why I asked. Anymore funny videos? That can't have been all of them!"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:47 pm

I glanced up to look at him and got a good glimpse of that reassuring smile he had. "Yeah, I have some more funnies." I moved my finger over the trackpad and got off my screen saver. With that we started to get some more laughs, a medicine I would definitely need more and more later.

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:50 pm

The next day was really boring. Amanda was out, due to her appointment and I didn't have practice, so I didn't have anyone to talk to. But the school day ended and I texted Amanda as I walked to my truck.

Hey Sweetie, how'd the appointment go? I prayed for you! Love you and keep me posted!

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 8:55 pm

Mom was driving me down the interstate, I wanted to see Aaron today but apparently that was out of the question and I was doing well just to hold back tears. My phone jingled, a pretty noise I'd gotten for it back when Dad first bought it for me. It was Aaron.

I smiled at his text. What did I say to that?

Aaron. <3 It's such a long story and don't freak out okay? I want to talk to you about it in person when I get the chance.

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:05 pm

Well, I don't work today. Can I come see you? I missed you today.

I sent the text and snapped my phone shut. I hoped everything was fine... it's always bad when they tell you not to freak out.

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:09 pm

I had to go to another hospital in a week, so that gave me time to see him today and to explain things. I didn't want to have him come see me at a hospital and then realize what it was by the type of hospital it was.

Cancer treatment center.

Yeah, maybe we can go do something fun for a bit?

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:11 pm

Alright! What should we do? Are you feeling up to putput golf?

I was already trying to think of other options to do stuff...

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:14 pm

I grinned, that made me smile really big and Mom seemed to be smiling at me reassuringly.

I'd love to! Then maybe we can grab some dinner and slushies?

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:16 pm

Sure, and don't bother bringing your wallet. You're not paying for anything. Well, you can pay me back with a hug. ;)

I sighed. What if it was something really serious?

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:18 pm

I laughed at that. I had mom take another turn and talked to Aaron about meeting him at the course. Mom looked at me with worry in her eyes as I gave her a quick hug and then I sat on the bench to wait for him to get there.

We were about to have a lot of fun... how was I going to break this to him?

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:20 pm

I pulled up a few minutes later and ran up to her, wrapping my arms her in a soft hug. "Hey, sweetie! How are you?" I kissed her cheek.

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 9:21 pm

I kissed his cheek on the other side and hugged him, "I'm kind of tired but other than that I think I'm okay!" I said confidently even though I knew I wasn't in the best shape. "I'm doing better actually!"

Why did I lie? TT-TT I had to walk like I meant that too.

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:10 pm

"Oh really? What did that doctor give you?" I grinned. "Something good apparently! It's nice to see you smiling so happily again."

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:12 pm

Morphine.

Not.

"Haha, just some medicine to dull the pain, it was a stronger pain killer..." I explained as I stood up straighter, it didn't feel that much better though, I just smiled wide. "Let's go!"

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:15 pm

I slipped my arm around her waist. "Okay, pick out your ball and putter and I'll pay! Get me a green one please!"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:16 pm

"Okay!" I grabbed a pink one and a red ball and then got him a green one with a matching ball, I wasn't sure which he'd want so that's what I did!

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:36 pm

I payed, got a score card, and followed her, thanking her for the ball and putter. "Thank you so much, Beautiful Lady!" I kissed her cheek. "Let's have fun! Then I'll take you to dinner!"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:42 pm

Dinner yum. <3333

"Which course did you want to do?" I asked as we got up to the fork in the path. "I kind of like the first one..."

**Jayrin** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:45 pm

"Alright, first one it is!!" I grinned. "Ladies first, my Love!" I smiled at her. "Don't make me look bad!"

**Ikuar** Tue Mar 01, 2011 10:47 pm

"Pfft! Like I'd make you look bad!" I dropped my ball on the turf and then positioned myself, it wasn't easy with back pain but I could tolerate it today. I bit my lip a little as I swung my putter and off it rolled!

I watched it and spotted it stopping a few feet away from the hole!

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