Re: And he doesn't even know...

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:35 pm

I frowned and did so quickly. I knew what was coming. What could be wrong with her?

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:38 pm

I jumped out of the car and was gone instantly. Five minutes later I was back and irritated even more because I knew we'd be late for that dreaded doctors appointment. D:

"I'm sorry..." I picked up a water bottle from the cup holder in front of me and drank down half of it.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:39 pm

"It's okay." I was more concerned than upset. "Are you okay though?"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:43 pm

"Yup." I replied but I wasn't much for talking at that point so I just sunk into the seat and stayed quiet until we got to the doctors.

They took me back pretty quickly but I ended up just sitting there, kicking my feet and waiting for the doctor to come in. I knew the drill already though, I knew every word she was going to say before she even said it.

"We're going to do some tests."

Then I knew what she'd say next.

"Let's do a pregnancy test first."

>( Blargh. It wasn't that I didn't want it but... geez. Tests tests tests! D:

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:52 pm

I sighed. It's only come out negative... but, whatever.

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 9:57 pm

So tests her done including blood tests which were my least favorites - done on me that is. I waited patiently and she came back in.

"So what is it?" I asked.

She smiled, "Congrats, you're pregnant!"

I'm pretty sure I didn't blink for a good long time.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:01 pm

"Wha....?"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:05 pm

Wha indeed. D:

"But... all my tests came out negative!" I was still gaping and the doctor just shrugged.

"That happens sometimes, but this came out positive and your blood tests don't lie either."

I felt shaky and confused.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:09 pm

"That's... that's awesome!!!" Okay, so I was obviously happy...

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:11 pm

But it was still shocking to me as we drove home I had to try and remember to get prescriptions and all of that stuff.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:15 pm

I reached over and grabbed her soft hand. "You okay with this?"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:17 pm

I looked at him and then nodded shakily, "Yeah, I'm fine! I just... feel shocked is all." I gave him a big smile.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:18 pm

"Ah! Good... I am too... but I'm also really happy! I'm gonna be a dad!"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:19 pm

"Yeah, you are." I was happy about it but scared, absolutely terrified. I mean I had confidence that the baby would be fine but would I do well at being a mom?

I'd just have to wait and see.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:20 pm

"And you're going to be a mom! And we're going to be the world's best parents!"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:26 pm

"That's certainly aiming high..." I blushed a little bit.

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:28 pm

"Of course! We gotta walk into this whole thing confidently! We'll make it, and we'll have the best kid ever!" I grinned and kissed her. Happy day!

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:32 pm

So positive! 8O

I took a moment to pray about everything and to pray for the baby too and myself so that I could safely make it to that big nine month mark.

It felt so far away. OnO

**Jayrin** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:46 pm

"I love you so much, and we'll make it through this! I promise!"

**Ikuar** Tue Nov 23, 2010 10:55 pm

I looked over at him and kind of laughed, "You are certainly optimistic. It's rubbing off on me right now!" I grinned and leaned over to kiss him.

**Jayrin** Wed Nov 24, 2010 6:46 pm

"We have to be optimistic!" I grabbed her and pulled her close to me, sharing with her, a passionate kiss. "We have a baby on the way!"

**Ikuar** Wed Nov 24, 2010 6:59 pm

I laughed softly and responded to his kiss while wrapping my arms around his neck, "Yeah, we can do this."

I was definitely ready for it now. <3

**Jayrin** Wed Nov 24, 2010 7:02 pm

"Now! How about grilled cheese sandwiches tonight to celebrate?"

**Ikuar** Wed Nov 24, 2010 7:09 pm

"Sounds good to me." I replied.

I slowly began to feel better about everything and before long my parents knew and everyone was excited. I still worked daily and listened to my co-workers giggle and get excited over the baby, insisting that I have a baby shower and all the frills.

"Seriously, Karson! It would be so much fun!"

But the idea sounded tiring to me and so far I hadn't had an easy pregnancy at all. I was always exhausted.

**Jayrin** Wed Nov 24, 2010 7:19 pm

My coworkers were actually irritated with me. I put in my two weeks notice and had accepted a job at the local docks. I'd learn the welding trade. It'd make good money once I learned it.

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