Re: And he doesn't even know...

[Jayrin]

"Yay! It's really beautiful on you! Poor Drew's little heard will just explode when he sees you!" I grinned. "I almost feel bad for him!"

"Six-hundred and forty-three dollars... and sixty-seven cents."

I swiped my card with a grin. My baby girl is getting married!!! =D

[Ikuar]

And I was shaking again. I never thought I'd get to this point and looking back almost six or seven years ago I was terrified of getting into any relationships.

[Jayrin]

"I'm so excited!!! Oh! A veil! He need to find a veil soon! Oh but we can do that later!"

[Ikuar]

"Mama..." I laughed a little bit but she was right. There was so much to do. D:

I already finished getting the invitations sent out and reserved the place for the wedding and we were having the reception behind my house because of the view there.

[Jayrin]

"So exciting!!! I always did love Drew!" <3

[Ikuar]

-After the Wedding-

Our first home decorations were our wedding pictures and they were just about everywhere because they were so unique and beautiful.

It had been about a year and I was admiring everything in the house. I also got two jars to keep around, one was labeled 'Lollipops' and the other 'A penny for every time you think of smoking'.

[Jayrin]

The penny jar was half full. I dropped another penny in the jar and grabbed a dumdum. I felt bad for all the pennies, but It was quite a savings.. and I wasn't smoking as much... to Lauree's happiness.

[Ikuar]

Upon having him move into my precious house I had instructed that he never smoke inside and never leave cigarette butts on the back porch or front porch. My house would always stay clean in both areas.

I like a smoke free home and that fresh cedar scent it always had.

"Thank you, Drew." I said as I kissed his neck. I was worried that he'd start having withdrawals though.

[Jayrin]

I was already going through them. I was sweaty and mostly always tired. I was irritable too, but never let it show to Lauree. "You're welcome."

[Ikuar]

I frowned but the more he worked at it the farther he'd get from smoking. I didn't want to lose him to lung cancer and I certainly didn't want him to have lung problems at all.

My grandfather passed on two years prior from lung problems.

How could I apologize for this?

"Drew..." I rubbed his arm, "Can I get you a soda or something?"

[Jayrin]

"Mmm... that sounds good." I'd also been really hungry. Withdrawals... they aren't fun.

[Ikuar]

I went into the kitchen and started making something for lunch, for him though. I was starving terribly but I wasn't sure why. At the same time the idea of food wasn't appealing.

I made him a rather long sub sandwich and a baked potato. Then I poured him a big glass of coke so he could down that too.

[Jayrin]

"Aren't you hungry? It's time for lunch anyway." I stared at all the food she made me. I could eat every bit of it, but she looked hungry too. >.>

[Ikuar]

I frowned, "No thanks, I'm not hungry." What I made for him looked delicious but then I felt sick again, I was pretty sure I had a nasty case of some weird stomach bug.

"Just eat, I know you're not feeling well either."

[Jayrin]

I frowned and took a bite of the sandwich. I couldn't help it... I was starving. "How sick are you feeling?"

[Ikuar]

I sighed shakily, "Like my stomach is turning itself inside out." At first I thought I'd known what it was, but after three negative tests I gave up the thought.

"I think it's just a stomach bug." I shrugged a little but then it wore off as fast as it came. I got up to make another sandwich.

[Jayrin]

I frowned. "Pregnant?" Weird I had been thinking about it? I'd actually been hoping for it. >.>

[Ikuar]

"All the tests were negative though." I frowned sadly, "Unless they were wrong but I've tried..." I didn't know if I was even ready for a baby yet though.

"It's not a good time for a baby... you're going through withdrawals and I'm working..."

[Jayrin]

"Hmm... then what could it be, I wonder?" Stupid negative tests.

[Ikuar]

"I can probably try another brand..." I sighed a little bit. Other than being sick I really had no other symptoms, well, there were some things that I'd noticed but nothing huge.

"I'll just see if this passes, if it doesn't in a couple weeks I'll do something else."

[Jayrin]

"Okay, Love..." I took another bite as I fixed my baked potato. This was the best ever.

[Ikuar]

For the next couple of weeks I was watching myself closely. My weight, my appetite and just general things.

My next meeting with my bathroom scale made me frown. I'd lost a couple of pounds? What? I kicked it back under the bathroom shelf and looked at myself in the mirror. This was pathetic. D<

"Drew!" I called, "Let's go, it's time for a big steak dinner!"

[Jayrin]

I stared at the bathroom. "Is something wrong?" I called, munching on a bag of chips. The sweaty part of the withdrawals had subsided.

[Ikuar]

I'd already gotten dressed and opened the door spotting the king of munchies himself.

"One, I'm starving and two, I'm really skinny and I really want to eat something and gain back the three or four pounds I dropped. I'm not even sure where they went either!"

[Jayrin]

"Oh? I thought I saw them around here somewhere... lemme look..." I got up and started acting like I was searching for them. "Nope.. not over here..."

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